I get called one a lot by my family. And on my good days it’s “princess.”

The point is, I get pissed off, grossed out, and offended easily.I may or may not yell when i want something….

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I actually am fuming mad at something tonight but I decided to save it for another day to see if my feelings will have subsided by then and I can write about it from a clear head. Until then…

My birthday is in 43 days.I was counting down towards it,because I was so excited about a week ago But I stopped and started dreading it.Now I just don’t care.

More than likely I’ll be staying home on my birthday.Well my family will be home,but just as they always are.Not my whole family though,just who lives here.(little bro’s,mom,sister,stepdad)

I realized it really doesn’t matter.In my experience birthdays are nothing special.My family usually forgets anyway,and especially my dad,he’ll just buy me something nice or gives me money to make it up So there’s nothing any more special about August 26.

Honestly I’d rather spend my birthday alone than be forced to hang out with people I don’t care about and/or who don’t care about me.Someone made me cry on my last birthday.At least I hope it won’t happen again this year. Besides it’s just another day.

I absolutely hate hate hate HATE surprises on my birthday or when someone tells me they have a surprise for me and won’t tell me.

or when they surprise me with their un-expected visit and i’m in a bitchy mood,or feeling disgusting or i dont have a drop of make up.LEAVE!

I need to post of a list of what i hate or love…I’ll do it on my next post!:)


Miss you<3

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